I just want to be kissed.

Kiss me on the nose and make me giggle.

Hold me close and never let go.

Make me think that maybe I won’t die alone.

Alright.

• Straighten my hair.
• Finish a paper.
• Do my nails.

Sounds like a plan? :D

When I get home, I’m uploading a ton of photos. So watch out.

I hate everything right now. I feel like curling up into a ball and crying. I don’t want to be here. I want to disappear. I broke a few promises yesterday because I freaked out on my mom. I had a dream I was written up at school.  And I killed this guy because I was so angry at nothing.

I scare myself sometimes. Like one day I’ll be so angry on the inside that I will lash out and kill. Whether it be myself or another. I don’t like feeling this way. I want to be happy. And all I can think about is crying. Cutting. Smoking.

I can’t even breathe anymore. I hate my life. I hate the life I choose to follow. I see death, but I’m so nervous to grab it. I let everyone down, and I don’t care. 

I have to stay at work for 11 hours, and I feel like throwing up at the thought. No one likes me.

I’m alone.

And no one really cares.

Neither do I.

Those days when you are just… sad.

Haha, going to the park with my best friends!<3

I am very sad today.
I haven’t gotten bullied in a long time.
But it always happens when I’m alone.
I feel like crying, dying.
I want to make a scene.
Throw things.
Cry.
I want to argue.
I want to beat.

Leave me alone.

Why bother me.
I have friends, I sit alone for a reason.
Don’t talk to me, you don’t deserve to.

God, I hate this life.
I want to go home.
Sleep.
Drink.
Smoke.

Get fucked up, and forget how.
I don’t want to be here.
I hate myself.

I want to throw up, you make me that sick.

Fuck.

Can I just say…. I love my best friend?<3

Oh.

Well, Yeah. I’m gonna go.

but, yurp.

I don’t know what to say here..

Hmmm, kik me;

driftawayfrom

kik me :)
Driftawayfrom

I’m lonely :)